I was just thinking (oh dont be shocked, I do think at times:):), anyways, this year is gonna be a very significant one in my life....the reason for it being within the next few months…I’m quitting my job, getting married n’ then relocating to the land Down Under:):).
When I think of all this, it's so overwhelming….leaving my job is a big decision for me…its not that I am satisfied by where I am right now…but the whole fact that for the next 4 months I won’t be getting a paycheck is scary. How will I go shopping????:):):) I need my share of retail therapy :):) [Well actually I do have the money to shop, but guess its time I reduce the number of visits I make to malls:):)]
Anyways, coming back to the topic….at times I feel that my whole life is just going…hmmm, what’s the right word here..lets see.. “ulta –pulta”:):):)
My friends advice me that it’s a good change and that I should stop making such a big deal out of it, but…. when I think of going away from my home, my parents, brother, family n friends…just going away from B'lore..makes me freak out:):)
Every time, anyone mentions about me going away I get all emotional :)…that just aint me:):)
I used to always threaten my brother that “Anna, you are so gonna miss me once I get married and go away” n now when I actually have to go away…I realize that I am so gonna miss him too, more than I ever thought I would :):) (oh, I cant believe I am saying this:):)
When I think clearly, I realize that I am just being stupid n’ that everything’s gonna be fine, C tells me it will :):), but the nervousness remains :):)…I know its gonna be great but I do wish that I dint have to leave B'lore…
The fact remains that I am happy n' I am looking forward for this new chapter of my life to begin.
So, since I cant afford a therapist I might as well give myself some advice…..“ D, Stop thinking n’ have fun..take it one day at a time and everything will be …JUST FINE:):)
Good Advice huh?...now all I need to do, is try to follow this advice:):):)